~ Inner Voice ~

For a very long time I have been looking for you.

And here I am standing right next to you.

I´m holding you and let go the rest of me to fall.

Now I know, that with you I am safe,

with you, 

I am Home.

~ ♥ ~

Is there anything I need to know?

Is there anything that important to my life at all?

You said:

Drop everything that´s not belong to you here,

You are the absolute, the blessing, the whole!

~ ♥ ~

I open myself to you and all of the sudden my heart is filling with light.

Light that has no beginning and no ends.

The light that shines from the within and light up the whole Sky!

~ ♥ ~

Today I decide to let go what I don´t need, for I know that my POWER is HERE & NOW!

I repeat myself again and again

"What I don´t need, I let it GO!"

~ ♥ ~

 I ask for the great spirit to come and be by my side.

I invite the unknown to walk with me.

I cherish the Mother Earth, Sky, and every creature that sharing the sacred space and frequency.

I give thanks for what comes and goes.

I pray for my heart to always know what to fight for and what to let go.

~ ♥ ~

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May you hear your own inner voice that makes more sense than any noise.

May you see your own beauty and believe in how perfectly YOU ARE!

~ ♥ ~

~ Beside Love ~

Beside Love, crochet has healed me!

I don´t really remember when was the first time I started to crochet. But crochet never really gave me the feeling of peace and restfulness as much as I feel now.

I used to practice meditation every day, but now crochet become the meditation to me.
How amazing that everything we do in our life reflect so much of what we have inside ourselves in this very moment. Just like an artist paint the image of their heart. We are weaving the thought and feeling into our reality with consciousness and everything we do can be a meditation.

It´s never about what we do, but how we do it. When we do it with love everything become sacred and the meditation is nothing, but being totally in the HERE & NOW!

May you always do what your heart say and allow yourself to be in this very moment, the moment of eternity, the moment of NOW!
~ ♥ ~

~ Losing Gaining Becoming ~

Every soul comes here for a reason!

Just like everything else in life that happened for a reason as we are here for a mission.

Some soul has made it many years on this earth and some not. 

Some were here for a period of time while the other just a few months inside the womb.

How can anyone explain the loss of the pregnancy and the reason why that happened to some of us again and again!
No one, except ourselves! 

I have lost my pregnancy a few months ago. It was my second time in this past 4 years.

The first time was an ectopic pregnancy in 2010 and was such pain, both emotionally and physically, but life goes on and I got through it or we got through it.

Out of the lost experienced my partner and I became closer, even though he could never feel how I felt, in fact no one does! 

Somehow it became such a deep touch between me and myself, the understanding of the self. The spirit and body emerge and self love playing a big part and all the healing journey begun.

On July 2014 I fell pregnant again and I got all excited about it. Many plans and thoughts arise in my mind the happiness and hope running through my heart and burst out through my very being.

But not too long before everything turn from head to tail.

It was hurt, but for some reason I felt it happens for a reason, the healing reason for me to clean out the past and the pain from my childhood. 

I believe the soul that was inside of me came to me for a reason.

The night before the surgery, I heard a voice inside myself tell me everything I need to know, the inner voice keeps me in the present moment and slowly I start to accept what has happened and there was no pain, even though I was bleeding, but I could feel the blood that´s flowing out of me is healing me and purifying me.

No more pain! No more bad memory! Now is the time to let go! And just Be!

Life has it´s own reason and I do trust life.

I am thankful for the soul that came through me. 

In those losses I was gaining and yet becoming WHO I AM today.

I write about it not because I need you to feel empathy or sad for me. I write because I want you to know that this is not the end of the world. What happened to us not the punishment, but the blessing, the opportunity to get to see the other side of the coin.

We cannot control life, we can only allow life to flow through us and with this understanding we will soon realize that actually we are life itself!
The unknown, the beauty, the truth!

~ ♥ ~

~ Be Calm and Breath ~

What do you think is easier between letting go and trying to change?!?

Both are hard, but the hardest thing for me is to recognize which to let go and which to put an effort to change?!?

Sometime Life gives us such challenge to see and to use our instinct to deal with what so call Situation and many many times we are falling into a trap of the mind and the Fear taking place and when that happen nothing good come out of it. We spend so much time and energy into something that not even happen yet, but because of Fear that we are creating, we put ourselves into such trauma.

I think the best thing is to just slow down and Breath!

When we are breathing with our conscious not just mechanism breath, but a long, deep breath.

Breathing is so important, in fact, it is the most important than anything else in the whole world, more than all our worries and dilemma because without this little air we all die!

And remember, all that happening in this moment is just the Situation that soon will pass and no matter what happen, be Calm and Breath!

~ Nothingness ~

Sometime when you have enough with things around you, words and thought of another that projecting their mind on you can easily make you exhausted. 

I choose not to explain either communicate with those people anymore, although it can be hard when these things keep happening constantly, but I believe every moment is the opportunity to learn and finding the right solutions for the problem I am facing each day.

It seems that I am careless in other eyes, but that does not bother me anymore..

I choose to live my life the way I wish not the way other wants me to.. 

And I rather be in the Nothingness realm alone than being in illusionary of someone else mind!

~ Time to Go ~

Everything has it´s own time...

When we are moving to a new place there are so many feelings involving in this process of changing.

Packing can be exhausting for both physical and mental. I find myself having an emotional while packing, even though I do not have so many years in this house, but I guess, human get used to place and routine very easily and when the movement of moving taking place, I feel a little trembling inside my heart.

Moving is a process of growing!

 I really feel so, as when I move from one place to another; I feel LIFE has taken me to a new chapter together with my consciousness, a new adventure begins with the unknown and that the BEAUTY of it..

LEAVING … MOVING is part of the HEALING!